watch the stars go down tonight

There are just so many people in the world. And I've finally come to realise.

My ignorant head has been so shallow and shitty.

So many people in your life and first impression is definitely good. But the part that sucks is when the impression disappears and you get another ignorant person. And that sucks cause they don't come to realise they are acting like bimbos.

What annoys me the most is when people don't think they've change in any way and yet they are being hypocritical. They should really buy a mirror. Damn serious.

Everyone nowadays are so self-obsessed about themselves. Yes. Me too, but I've learnt to stop being TOO self-obssesed. And I guess some people never learn. I've got a life too. Don't you want to hear about mine for at least a few minutes?

We're all blooming.And yes I know. People do change in a mini-second without realising from the influences they think is good which might be bad. Vice-versa.

I may not be good at picking clothing or the internet or Geography or Bahasa Malaysia or whatever but I know that I have an opinion to do whatever I want and make the best out of it.

I wish for a millions of things but what's the point of wishing when YOU ALREADY know that you can't get. Either that or you've been pulled down by someone who makes you feel small.

I'm being very pessimistic. I know.

People have not been notincing who I am for the past few months. And it sucks cause it's harder for me since there ARE other people. I've been such a fake to my friends,family and myself. But somehow, I've only been getting a little help.

I try not to pick up the topic cause it will be boring-ing everyone who wants to hear my say.So I sit and hear what they have to say. Do I have a choice?
a)To be pissed at other people
b)To listen to interesting topics and keep quiet or maybe participate a little.

Yea..Obviously B.

I just hope someone gets the hint.Helps me through it.

Someone someone please.

What's keeping me alive is what I have to face.